As you know I’ve been struggling lately but I do agree. Processing trauma that happened in my childhood and adulthood will be a lifelong thing for me and I’ve accepted that. I unfortunately will deal with depressive episodes but they do happen less and less. I have been in therapy for a long time. Have had to fire a few but the one I see now is good. It makes me resentful that I have to spend so much money and do all of this work because of what others did to me as they get off scot free. But I try not to dwell on that crappy fact or it will make me even more depressed. I’m working on making them a distant memory where I can think of them as dead, but never in a million years will I forgive.