I seriously loathe the popular crowd. Yes, I was the outcast, made fun of, and was willing to give up anything to be part of the popular crowd back in junior high and in high school. I’m well aware of how most of them turned out. Superficial and fake as anything. Yes, even now well over 30 years later. They haven’t changed. Now I want no part of them, and they are clones, still giving into society’s expectations. And as someone who was the ultimate people-pleaser, now that I have woken up, I do what the hell I want. I mean within reason of course but now no is no. I used do not know how to say it.