I was a bullied “loser” and unfortunately I didn’t turn out all that successful because I suffer from serious mental health issues as a result. I have also turned into a recluse over the year which had to do with the pandemic. I also faced unrelated trauma in my adulthood. But one thing for sure is that yes, I envied their popularity back then. Now I’m glad I have nothing to do with them because they are too superficial for my liking.