I’m a tarot reader and I always use it to provide insight to those seeking and to myself. It is never meant to be used as something that determines your deviations. You determine your decisions and tarot is only a tool to help guide you through it. Unfortunately there are many unethical tarot readers who tell you to take it as the gospel. You can’t. I mean if you go to a therapist you can take or leave their recommendations as they cannot tell you what to do. Same goes for tarot. You have to do what is right for you so good for you for being authentic.